why not insects?

God,
This is so hard
This blog-
This life.
I represent You?
Couldn't You have found some bug?
An obedient little termite or something?
Because I fail.
And I don't like pretending.
I fail at smiling.
I fail at listening.
I fail at obeying.
Maybe a grasshopper?
I say that I want to serve You,
but where is my Bible,
what do my actions say, loudly?
where are my thoughts,
and where is my heart?

:)

God,
I was waiting to say this eloquently, but I never got there.
Thanks for nature and how beautiful and revitalizing it is.
That's all I had to say.